i just took a shower and im freshly washed with clean clothes and i have decided, im finally redoing my website. my excuse for a painfully outdated website was that my work doesn't belong a screen. half-truth because we all know my love for the Online. It's getting embarrassing. chika 2.0 incoming...

ive been too comfortable and im stressed. the irony of it all. i need desert desolation or ambulances in front of my house every night there's no in between. i blame it on this stupid suburban facade. 

been thinking about my life a lot. like really a lot. the dreams ive had are happening but yet, i don't feel like my dreams are coming true. i just keep wanting more. im greedy and impatient, truly capitalism's favorite baby. 

everything does come full circle: interests, personality, etc... blah blah blah. i was obsessed with american girl doll as a kid. 

i want to become a storm chaser. 

color scares me but i love my red hair. 

i met someone. 

i me